i have my an endo appointment on thursday, my first in forever. i’m very nervous because it’s difficult for me to handle the negative response to my lack of care. back when i was going regularly, nearly every visit had me in tears, to the point where i would have a nervous breakdown just thinking about upcoming appointments.
which is why i stopped going.
but i’m going on thursday. a new guy, couple of towns over.
gah, i’m shaking in my shoes.
